I will commit!

I think I’ll go school shopping.  Why?  Because I start school October 28, 2008.  I decided to upgrade my brain and go after a Bachelor of Science in Information Technology / Multimedia and Visual Communication.

wow that’s a mouth full! I will be taking all of the classes online! Which is awesome because it does not matter what state I will live in.  But it also sucks because as you know I have the worst problem with procrastination!

I have 27 days to get a couple things in order.
one ~~  I MUST find a job before school starts.  I MUST or I will fail before I even start.  I have it down to the penny how much I need to make every week to pay for my school.
two ~~ I MUST be OK with my current situation of living out of  boxes.  Who knows if and when we will be moving? I’ll take my classes where ever I go and it will be a breeze because I’ll have my fancy new laptop to do my studies (also included in my “must get a job $ fund”)

This was a big decision for me and a huge commitment.  Its not fair for Pat to be pulling all the weight for us. He is an excellent provider, he gives me anything and everything a partner can ask for.  Its time I step it up a few notches and make some money.   Sure I do things at home, I cook, I clean, I clip coupons, I walk around in circles in the empty living room.   But when I start pulling in a paycheck, I will be that much better for the both of us.  There is no reason for me to be at home right now. No reason.

I am scared and I have butterflies in my tummy….    but I keep asking myself
What could I accomplish if I were not afraid? what would I do if I were not scared?

inaction = anxiety

Have a wonderful day!   yeeeeeeee doggie!

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