I will commit!

Posted on Sep 30, 2008 in Blog | 4 comments

I think I’ll go school shopping.  Why?  Because I start school October 28, 2008.  I decided to upgrade my brain and go after a Bachelor of Science in Information Technology / Multimedia and Visual Communication.

wow that’s a mouth full! I will be taking all of the classes online! Which is awesome because it does not matter what state I will live in.  But it also sucks because as you know I have the worst problem with procrastination!

I have 27 days to get a couple things in order.
one ~~  I MUST find a job before school starts.  I MUST or I will fail before I even start.  I have it down to the penny how much I need to make every week to pay for my school.
two ~~ I MUST be OK with my current situation of living out of  boxes.  Who knows if and when we will be moving? I’ll take my classes where ever I go and it will be a breeze because I’ll have my fancy new laptop to do my studies (also included in my “must get a job $ fund”)

This was a big decision for me and a huge commitment.  Its not fair for Pat to be pulling all the weight for us. He is an excellent provider, he gives me anything and everything a partner can ask for.  Its time I step it up a few notches and make some money.   Sure I do things at home, I cook, I clean, I clip coupons, I walk around in circles in the empty living room.   But when I start pulling in a paycheck, I will be that much better for the both of us.  There is no reason for me to be at home right now. No reason.

I am scared and I have butterflies in my tummy….    but I keep asking myself
What could I accomplish if I were not afraid? what would I do if I were not scared?

inaction = anxiety

Have a wonderful day!   yeeeeeeee doggie!

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4 Comments

  1. Gordon October 1, 2008

    Hey Angel! Good to read about your school plans. Go for it.

    If I was independently wealthy I would be a professional student! Maybe a Guinness world record for the most degrees….that would be friickin cool!:) Cheers!!

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    • TotallyAngel October 1, 2008

      Thanks G$ :cool:

      You should consider an online course here and there. Its easy! I am actually taking my orientation right now! I hardly find the internet distracting at all… :lol:

      After printing a few documents and trying to organize them on the bed I realized… I Need a flat surface and a chair to do my work…. yep.. maybe something like a desk? yeah that would be nice! Sucks I gave away THREE desk in the past months. :shock:

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  2. Candice October 2, 2008

    Woo Hoo! Go Angel…Go Angel. I'm doing my higher learning dance for you right now. It's a shame you can't see it, it rocks. I am so proud of you and I know you will do awesome.

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    • TotallyAngel October 2, 2008

      Hey Candice! :lol: you are hysterical and I can "see" you doing that higher learning dance! hahhaahaaaa

      Thanks for your support, its going to be an adjustment, I am doing a workshop this week, and wow man…. well lets just say my eyeballs hurt and I only read like 14 pages of stuff! :razz: I must FOCUS! :)

      Have a wonderful day, hugs and love to you!

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