Dear Boss Man,

Posted on Sep 21, 2006 in Blog | 4 comments

My spleen keeps leaking on the floor… In fact the last several months have been so hetcic my spleen now drags across the floor and it is weighing me down. Picking up lint and dust along the way.

Circumstances require that I resign my position as store manager here. I have decided to pick up my spleen, wash it off and place it back into my body where it belongs. My spleen will not leak any longer…. see the bandaid? see? no more leaky spleen!

Angel

*edit Sept 24* I talked with my manager and my managers manager. My big boss  said “oh no” and my little boss said “get out while you can.”  So I have verbably told both that I plan to persue a differtnt career path, but have not given my big boss my resignation letter that I wrote last week.  My last day on the letter is October 17… but I still have it and did not send it to him yet. hummm   I just don’t know what to do.  :(

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4 Comments

  1. Gordon September 21, 2006

    Take care of your spleen Angel. It's the only one you will ever have. :)

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  2. Scott September 22, 2006

    There are those days when my mind will race.

    When “normal” is just too hard to fake.

    Those things that should take a week to do.

    An hour is all it takes.

    These days I can not talk to them.

    Their mind is just too slow.

    I know I yell and pressure them.

    Yet remorse I can not show.

    My energy level is through the roof.

    I just run and run and run.

    Most people wish they had these days.

    But trust me, they’re not fun.

    But then there come the other days.

    Those days I fear the most.

    When my world comes crashing down on me.

    I start to lose all hope.

    Those things that shouldn’t even matter.

    Things most people would say are small.

    My mind won’t allow me to let go of them.

    They affect me most of all.

    I’m traped inside a stone cold prison,

    The key has disappeared.

    Thoughts of darkness, torture and death.

    No longer do I fear.

    Yet then there come those best of days.

    When finally I just feel sane.

    When all is normal, calm and great.

    And I’m happy it finally came.

    Relationships are hard to keep.

    I tend to pull away.

    Sometimes I just can’t be myself.

    “Insane” I fear they’d say.

    My friends, they just don't understand it.

    They say they've never seen these days.

    But when I need a friend the most.

    In fear they run away.

    Yet when you simply need a friend.

    When your life has just been slain.

    You can come to me, I’ll always be here.

    Chances are I’ve felt that pain.

    So if you know someone like me.

    And don’t know what to say.

    Just sit in silence and please be patient.

    Until things are better another day.

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  3. Faith September 22, 2006

    Angel,

    The spleen tells all. I too have had a leaky spleen from time to time. Keep that bandaid on for a while so that you can totally heal!

    Seriously, am happy and relieved to hear you are moving on. Soon you will enter another phase in your life! I know it's been a rough road at times, but it has made you stronger not the opposite. Think of how much you have learned and still will learn along the way.

    Life is beautiful and so are you!

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  4. Darlene September 25, 2006

    Angel,

    Just hang in there….You know we will support whatever you decide…and Scott ….wonderfully written…….

    Reply

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